heights, stars n off course rains..!!..

well u olredy understood ma other 'loooves' othr than ma first love!! to begin wid i loove tall buildings... love to climb upto d top n stare down... love to climb trees.. ladders n wat not.wanna fly in the sky... wanna be as light as a feathr n float thru the clouds...havin flied bfore.. wud love to du it....! wanna go on a cruise smday too...too many wishz n drems n hopes dese days.. wud really be happy if dey cum tru..but wont be depressd if dey wudin com tru...n ol.. never had the courage to dream... olwys wanted to live up to othrs expectatns n dreamzz... i din kno how beautiful is to dream...before i experiencd it.. it is wonderful to wishz for something n hope to get it...may be mor than the heights,i wud love sitting on the terrace..n stare into the sky.. may be becoz ma hse doesnt hav a terrace.. well may be i dunno..! i love it even mor if it is nite n the moon is shining on me.... juz love to lie on ma bak n stare at the infinite stars above me... i wudin even realize hw the tym flies...its even mor fun if ma puchu is der nex to me staring at the sky... olwys luk fwrd n wish for a shootin star... m waitin to c 1... n den i can make a list of wishzz.....n den i can wait n see ol ma wishz comin true... r will it?? are shooting stars n the wishz a myth?? may be.. but i wud lyk to belive dat it is true... hmm n i wish dat i get to c ol ma wishz cumin true wid ma puchu..!!! in fact, we have seen a lot f dreams 2gethr... n so we wud love to to c our dreams cumin true 2gethr....the only thing wich annoy me is d cold wind wich will force me to go inside and cuddle under ma blanket. dunno if i wud get to experience those beautiful nites ever again... !! rains .. wat to sey abt those showers of blessing!! i juz love dancing in the rains... i hav mentiond earlier too dat... it helps us to hide our tears..!! hey m not sumone hu cries evrytym..!! loove monsoooooooons a loooot.. but dis tym we got very lil showers... miss walking in the rain wid ma umbrella...!! ... wanna get a windsheeter smday...

i juz read ma previous post..!! i still dun no y i tuk kullus name towards the end... n yeah i forgot to add one mor thing...m typin wateva cums in ma mind.. sumtyms it doesnt evn make n e sence ..!! the typin syndrome is still round but only that i hav reduced ma pace... god knos wen n how id finish ma thesis..! gettin ol tensd up..

typing syndrome..!! r wateva it is ..I don Care!

well m doin thesis... well im not bein intentionally funny again... wth!! juz becoz ma blog is named lyk dat, u neednt assume things...!! yea dats rite.. m supposed to du ma thesis..!! hardly a month to submit, i juz strtd typin ma thesis... well dats d day it strtd ma dear frnds!... 5 days baak... well i was pissed off bcoz ma net was not gettin connected.. n den i realizd dat i cant copy paste..., i actually sat n typed 5 whole pages..!! can u believ it guys?? FIVE in caps i muz sey... not even ma bes of frnds wudin belive it..
well ever since, i juz cant stop typin out... no i cant juz stop typin out... no i wont stop typin out, y shud i...!?thesis or no thesis... m forever typin.. typin dis typin dat..! yesterday i typed again but not thesis stuff.. i typd out wat r the guidlines to be followed and how i shud go abt the studies conducted.i sat down n typed out . juz coz i typ out lot of things r der, i dnno y sm of other stream mates du,
wat to sey, the syndrome still continues ... is der a doc in hea?? is she over exited by seeing her classmates nw?? no no its juz dat m still typin even if u r not assignt n e thing, we will hav a tok with kullu....i lyk to wind it up hea... with camera person blah blah is, blee blee signing off...
i still havin figrd y i typd it....??? n moreover hu du u think the real culprit is??? wiat n see....

sheeeesh.....only if i cud travel baaaaaaaaaak...

i juz got up from ma sleep... well dat was not a sleep actually... i had left a song to buffer n i slept off!!.. n dat song happens to be the song in ma previous post. hmmm... well i don kno.. i had actually forgotten abt dat song for wile nw.. m in ma room nw.. ma roomie is ols der... she is kinda busy wid her assignmnts n stuff.... im simply sittin... in fact i hav loads n loads f work pending... its juz dat i hav ignored every thing to get peace of mind!!!.. i so wanna listen to dat song nw.. but wat to du?? its still bufferin... its d lil gurl hu told me abt dis song.. its so gud to be somenes angel!!.. yeah.. to be someones hope.. so dat a some one can count on u.... its such a gud feeling u kno... it cant b explained .. only experienced.... sheesh m thirsty nw.. but not a single drop left in d bottle... n its rainin nw... hey dats coincidenc... for quite sometym nw, wen ever i blog, it wud be rainin outside... it actually brings fresh thoughts to ma mind....lil gurl falls into deep thoughts wenever it rains... dat reminds me.. i havin been thinkin abt ne thing recently... i do not sit at som plac n think dese days... i used to luv doin dat... it gives me clarity abt wat im up to ... abt hw to go abt wat m doin ... i so wish to go baaaak to ma old self... i wanna undu wateva i hav dun n start ol ova agn.. but i kno it for a fact dat i wud redo mos of d stuff coz i luv ma lyff a looooooooooot..!! omg!! m madly in luv wid ma lyf!!.... i so miss bein wid ma lil gurl dese days... earlier i used to spent a lot of tym wid her...nw she is very reserved... i don kno wethr i m happy at ol..!! ppl around me treat me very differently dese days... earlier i wud hav referd to dem as frnds but nw they r juz human beins around me.. n it hurts me alot.... no body considers me as n individual dese days...i guess even lil gurl has ceased acknowledgin ma very existence..!!! i du wanna cry out loud to d world dat i am very much aliv!!!!!!!!... earlier i wud lov doin a lot of things... but now i need to think twice befor i du ne thing.... n it actually stops me from doin things wich i wud lov to du... m scared of spending tym wid ma loved ones... becoz i fear dat i m snatching dem from some one els.... even tho they r very nea to me, i guess they hav travelled far off.. leavin me behind... god knos wat.............

"I'm Your Angel"

"I'm Your Angel"

No Mountains too high, for you to climb

All you have to do is have some climbing faith, oh yeah

No rivers too wide, for you to make it across

All you have to do is believe it when you pray

And then you will see, the morning will come

And everyday will be bright as the sun

All of your fears cast them on me

I just want you to see...I'll be your cloud up in the sky

I'll be your shoulder when you cry

I'll hear your voices when you call me

I am your angel

And when all hope is gone, I'm here

No matter how far you are, I'm near

It makes no difference who you are

I am your angel

I'm your angel

I saw the teardrops, and I heard you cry

All you need is time, seek me and you shall find

You have everything and you're still lonely

It doesn't have to be this way, let me show you a better day

And then you will see, the morning will come

And all of your days will be bright as the sun

So all of your fears, just cast them on me

How can I make you see...I'll be your cloud up in the sky

I'll be your shoulder when you cry

I'll hear your voices when you call me

I am your angel

And when all hope is gone, I'm here

No matter how far you are, I'm near

It makes no difference who you are

I am your angel

I'm your angel

And when it's time to face the storm

I'll be right by your side

Grace will keep up safe and warm

And I know we will survive

And when it seems as if your end is drawing near

Don't you dare give up the fight

Just put your trust beyond the sky...I'll be your cloud up in the sky

I'll be your shoulder when you cry

I'll hear your voices when you call me

I am your angel

And when all hope is gone, I'm here

No matter how far you are, I'm near

It makes no difference who you are

I am your angel

I'm your angel

I'll be your cloud up in the sky

I'll be your shoulder when you cry

I'll hear your voices when you call me

I am your angel

And when all hope is gone, I'm here

No matter how far you are, I'm near

It makes no difference who you are

I am your angel

I'm your angel

rains n random wishz.......

its rainin out here...i looooov rains.... i looov dancin in the rain... ma frnds scold me...but dey dont understand hw gud it feels ..... its not juz because u r happy.. but the rain washes away the tears from ur eyes bfor n e one actually notices it... may be dats y i luv it .. r may be not... had diner some tym baak.. dat 2 ol alon...it wasnt a happy diner at ol..!!! sigh... m i goin into a state of depression?? not really... lil gurl has sum random wishz..... she wants to dance in rain to.. learn how to play guitar.......... go for a long busride... run around a beachside... climb up to the top of a light house... watch a movie in a theatr.... eat icecream[not sure tho]... sit up late nite n drink coffe on the terrace... lil gurl loves hights... climbin trees... goin up to the toooooooooooooooooop of the building n lukin down... yes lil gurl is mad smtyms.... well she still havin finishd her lis of random wishz... well i miss someone very badly... wanna hug him... luv is cumin...!!!! feel lyk singing a song... lil gurl is mad so m i... i don get proper sleep dese days... but yestrday i slept properly aft a loong tym... it was rainin yesterday to... n i was cuddled under ma blanket n i had ma puchu to hug titely... so i guess dats y i slept lyk a baby............. rain refreshs our memory... n wash n cleanse our mind... its takes away d unwanted attachments away from us... it mite be painful at the begnin but ultimatly its for ur gud... so wish for rains.. not juz rains wish for thunderstorms... so m gona ask lil gurl to include rains in her random wishz list..

m baak,,

aft a long tym lil gurl is baak... baak for wat ..?? dunno!! dese days she doesnt cum out of her room... she sez its too gud to sit inside the room cuddled under the blanket with the laptop besides u... sounds gud na.. lil gurl has a cosy room... a small bed n pillow wid pink bedspred n pillow cover... n a cute lil yello soft toy.. its her 'puchu'.. she hugs it tite wen she goes to sleep... with yello curtains, n and huge cartn near to her bed[pssst.. she din get tym to get one laundry bag till nw!] her room luks cute... lil gurl misses her frnds her loooot... she cried yesterday... today... may be she wudin cry 2mro... lil gurl has lotta work to finish... but her mind is not n e wer here...... it wanders of faaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar... dunno wer.. if i knew den i cud hav helpd... she is satisfied in lyf... no much desires coz she is scared to dream... but m happy for her in one way.... some one is der whom she can trust n hu wud help her see dreamz n 2gethr they wud see it cum tru....